Thursday, June 5, 2008

Why I blog....a critique of the blogger in me

When you reach a stage where u have already faced a lot and yet u know that there is plenty more to face, there is a feeling of helplessness that starts breeding. This helplessness in turn breeds some degree of carefree-ness. It is at this juncture of carefree and helpless existence that I stand. My ambitions are not completely mine - they are entwined with those of my family and organization. My perspectives are not free from encumbrances either. It is like running. The distance I run and the pace at which to run it depends on me...but the track on which I run is set. Whatever I do, I do it within these track unless I transform into a radical..which I doubt I ever will in this lifespan. This realization has also led me to search hard for anything that I may still claim to be original. After groping and grasping, I was left with only my "Musings". These were entirely mine. This discovery led to the urge of sharing my Musings ( and a bit more). Hence you have this blog space where I intend to bare my occasional soul without really expecting anyone to undergo the ordeal of going through the same. It is just that it re-inforces my individualism.